The photo on the left is when I was in pre-op waiting for my turn for my d&c. At that time I was very emotionally numb. I had not cried or grieved and to be totally honest, the full reality of what happened had not even hit me yet. I was just... there.. without being there.
The photo on the left was taken last week and I felt I needed to put on a smile. I tried to make it look un-fake, but failed miserably. The hurt is still in my eyes. I am ready for that hurt to go away.
